Despair

from The Origins by Ulvånd

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I wander alone and in despair
Memories haunt me
And make my soul bleed
You left me for so long

That your face has faded
I can’t bear it anymore

I think of you every second
Of my senseless life
I’m broken from the inside

The essence of my being has gone with you
I’m an empty shell
I walk amongst the graves
I spend my time crying
In front of this cold stone
Your sweet face
Half faded by a sun
That does not warm me anymore

My heart bleeds all the time
Yet it is frozen
Rain soaked my body
Yet I did not react

I haven’t seen the moon rise
It’s dark

Happiness disappeared
It no longer had any reason to be

I look forward
To the day when I will join you

In Hell or paradise, it doesn’t matter
I want to be with you

How can purity die ?
I do not have the courage
To reach you, and yet... I desire it so much

I feel your presence, always
And how your hand caresses my face

In this room which was yours
Nothing has moved
Your perfume is floating in the air
I still have to survive today
And suffer a long day without you
My child

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from The Origins, released January 3, 2020
Lyrics : Serge Courties - Composed by Wilfried Rabin

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Ulvand Toulouse, France

2018, L’esprit du loup renaît…
Suivant des chemins de vie et des parcours musicaux différents depuis 2000, les membres fondateurs de LEIDEN et d’IN LUPUS PACIS se retrouvent aujourd’hui dans une nouvelle aventure musicale.

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